dreamland ...

2005-10-17T21:29:00.000-05:00

Make it through the fall, make it through it all...

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v205/miss-immortal/2005withmyBFF.jpg

2005-10-15T23:45:00.000-05:00

It takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them, but then an entire life to forget them.

>> im back!!! (=

random facts:
i am bored.
im doing this random fact thing really late =/
an electrolyte is a substance that can conduct electricity when it dissolves in water
i am a tactile and visual learner
HER NAME IS ASANDA!!!

2005-09-29T22:13:00.000-05:00

hmm... today was alrite...better than usual i guess =/
in the morning they finally played some music – pon de replay so that was good...it really got us more woken up and stuff...then we had our history presentation of this so-called ww1 vet...lol chris was like “wait...whos Fred?! i thought YOU were fred....” o.O lol so confused it was funny to watch him =) anywayy we wasted all of per 1 and half of per 2 so that was goood...
careers was boring..did some job search thing...and according to careercruising.com, im supposed to be a BEEKEEPER. a beekeeper omg. how messed up. what has this world come to....on the list was also physiotherapist, gardener, botanist, waiter, and photographer....honestly..i think I need a physiotherapist instead lol.
lunch was funn...cina and nicole and florence and chandni went to trudeau..i was gonna but it was too cold....me paula and amanda are SO gonna go soon...hopefully nxt next week =) then we shall see EVERYONEEE ohh man i miss pet so muchh...
eew then there was a firedrill and it was freeeezing outside =/ we stood there for like 15 min and fawzia paula aditi sarah kelly and a buncha other ppl i dont know made a human circle wall and i sat in the middle ^__^ it felt niice being blocked out by the cold lol...
photography – good time waster lol. i redid my photogram and it looks SOOO good omgoodness =) im so proud. it has the for you i will lyrics on it and it looks amazing...in my humble opinion x) got to talk to brandon and jerry more....theyre so nice and theyre in my careers and science too...im gonna talk to them more....then me and sarah played big2 with our homemade cards LOL. “IM supposed to be the queen of big2” quoteonquote sarah, after losing 5 rounds of big2 to me =)
and then science was boring so theres no point talking about it...but then cina got sick so i sat in the washroom with her for half the period...just talked about stuff it was good. then i came home at like 5 cuz my mom was late and i watched tv and stuff and OC was really good again =) it was one of those not that important episodes but u still wanna wathc it cuz so much stuff happened...i love marissa and ryan....they are amazing together and its like they read each others minds or soemthing...cuz marissa was siting in ryans room and they were dancing to ‘forever young’ and stuff. so sweet and i felt bad for julie cause shes broke and jimmy left her and I HATE TAYLOR >:( her and dean = gross. anyway thats about my day now im left doing some photo hwk which i havent done yet and will do now.
yay tmrs friday =)

2005-09-26T18:58:00.000-05:00

Cause I've had so many standoffs with you it's about as much as I can stand, so I'm waiting til the upper hand is mine...

i don't know where we stand anymore. are we friends? or merely strangers across the street. i've been replaced and everyone knows it but me. the same feeling of change overwhelms me and im not liking it anymore than the first time around. still, whats happened happened and its best i not make a big fuss and just move on.

music of the moment:
goodbye to you - michelle branch
let me go - 3 doors down
hit the floor - linkin park
how come - d12
because of you - kelly clarkson
fix you - coldplay
slipped away - avril lavigne
for you i will - monica

2005-09-24T14:17:00.000-05:00

to the bff : i read your letters and yeah we were close back then but we're even closer now. i appreciate every bit of it -- the laughs, the tears, the jokes, everything. you've seen me at my worst and helped me through it. life is that much better with you in it. love you forever <222>For you I will
Monica

When you're feeling lost in the night,
When you feel your world just ain't right
Call on me, I will be waiting
Count on me, I will be there
Anytime the times get too tough,
Anytime your best ain't enough
I'll be the one to make it better,
I'll be there to protect you,
See you through,
I'll be there and there is nothing
I won't do.

2005-09-21T20:51:00.000-05:00

to janice (if she reads this):
lol im too lazy to get xanga to gb ur stuff so i shall say it here =)
yess i like the mooncake with the green tea flavour inside and no i did not make this layout i have absolutely no webdesign skills loll
&yess i know jenny she was in st a's then trasnfered to vp for ib program then came to ymci hmph im so jealous i wanna be there too >=(

...america's nxt top model on!! gotta go watch :)

2005-09-21T20:28:00.000-05:00

what to say what to say. my days are boring. my school is boringville, population: 350.
history - i just found out andre was in dmms with me!!! stupid presentations. but good time wasters :)
careers - went to orth appt. eew they were like sawwing at my teeth. i felt like they were trying to cut up a really thick piece of steak on my teeth. yucky feeling =( and my teeth are spaced out weirdly =/
photo - natasha was at st.andrews with me too!!! wow sucha small world. photograms are easy and fun to make. but i havent started yet so its boring. spent time listening to musiic and playing "top 10 reasons why sarah is so cool =)" with sarah.
science - did horribly on stupid quiz. but it doesnt count so oh well.
>>has anyone seen my shoes yet?! i miss them =`(

once upon a time...

minnie and mickey see their dream home =)

then minnie and mickey decides to buy the house and they are very happy :)

the end.

*picture provided my missqueen

2005-09-19T19:58:00.000-05:00

woke up via jonos wakeup call (thnx!) then went to school. heres a brief rundown of my dayy:
history: boring but got to know andrew and jason better (:
civics: handed in my project! yayy!
terry fox: shorrrt walk around the school
lunch: talked to andrea and cinaa about random stuff...andrea and her stalkers loll
photo: finished my project! starting acetate thingy now
sci: bigg YAWN i gotta be awake for this class oh maan

yess well im bored. lotsa work to do but i dont feel like doing anything =p

[?] btw...where are my shoes?!

>>new favourites:
new favourite moon cake: green tea (=
new favourite song: my humps; black eyed peas
new favourite book: the undomestic goddess (y)

who wantsta come to wland with me and trai on oct 9?!?!

bak to more attempts at hwking.

2005-09-18T16:22:00.000-05:00

finally updating again. yayy!
you know what? i lost my shoes!!! i cant find my phat farms!!! im so sad. i was so sure i had it during day camp, but then i dont think i wore them after that. i was gonna wear em and now theyre gone! either: a) i left it at church (i dont walk outta any building without my shoes tho), b) i threw them out by accident (highly unlikely), or c) someone stole them! thats really mean and i hope i find them back soon =(

>>on a seperate note...

i love my shelf (:

short post today. and probably for the rest of the week. okay goodbye =)

2005-09-09T16:53:00.000-05:00

biggest thnxx ever to everyone whos been there for me (= ur so important to me in more ways than one and i cant thank you enough for it. you were all there for me through and through and i will never ever forget thaat.

love you all to bits and pieces <333

2005-09-09T16:52:00.000-05:00

yayy im finally blogging! well its prob gonna be a every 2wo week kind thingg =/ but stills loll arentchu all proud bwahaha x)
hmm...so it was b2s on tuesdayy.. man that felt soo long ago but yeah its been pretty boring. classes seem so much longer than usual even though its the same as last year and LUNCH IS SO SHORT! i rem last year we'd be looking at the clock and wondering when lunch was finally over but its so fasst. yeahh our school is semi-cool...theres this really pretty garden and gazebo and fountain and park there...the gazebo is even called wedidng garden! aww maan its so beautiful (= and the rose garden is really cool too...i heard that the queen got roses from here when she got married =D haha our school is weird historyy and there are a gatrillion baseball diamonds there too...apparently it was supposed to be the place where they'd play for olympics..but then they decided not to so they built 10 diamonds for nothing! whut re-tards. anywayy heres a pic:

thursday september 8th
soo went to school yesterdayy and OMGGG it was raining like heck i woke up and it was all glooomy outside =( heres whut it looked like >>> it was pretty depressing so instead of bussing to school in the crazy raiin i got a ride from cina insteadd. how can i describe richmond green...it is like the weirdest school ever. okay so the outside looks pretty good and stuff...but on the insiiide.....ohh man. for one thing its AQUA GREEN. omgoodness they are so dumb. and it looks exactly like trudeau! no sense of school-ity whatsoever. when the bell rings at the end of the day...THERES NOBODY! i can basically walk outta the school to catch my bus..unlike trudeau u had to battle down those treacharous stairs just to get out. it sux tho. i wish there were more ppl at school. 310 pfft. thats less than the niners at trudeau. blech xP

anywayy...went to school...history so boringg..smitko reminds of a cross between muller and hart...shes like old and mean but tries to be funny at the same time...perfect combo for a history teacher. gotta do this history project for monday...and i had this dude...erms aj billes and hes the canadian tire founder :) so cool but i coulndt find anything about him..and i tell smitko and shes like noooo i dont care u haveto do it....gosh how rude :P and then i ask her again and she realizes she was wrong so shes like im sorry you were right. NO DUH. teachers are so weird here. theyre all white loll. they were too at trudeau but it feels different here....
2nd period was careers. thats pretty funn we played bingo and stuff and talk about making choices..i really hope this class will help me figure out whutt i wanna do with my life...post-h.s. at least. its sorta mo liu there and everyones just hungry cuz its right before lunch and all......

AND LUNCH! i love lunch. i love to eat x) loll the school likes to bribe us with food (: first we got cake, then freezies, then popsicles, then brownies...but no more next week <:( cuz then its officially SCHOOL BEGINS. but lunch is usu funn we go to the gazebo and chill and stuff....anywayy it wasnt bad yesterdayy i chilled with cina and steph and tammy i dont know tammy well but shes pretty funny (= bell rang and i had to rush off to photographyy....i likee that course! its so much fun and u take pictures and develop them and stuff...and since its introduction to photo...they dont expect much outta you! so nopressure. i like those courses...we just got our bag and stuff so we were decorating it and putting our names on it with letrasomething...its so much funn i was doing it all day yesterdayy its like a druggg LOL sarah.

science=last period=boring. but it wasnt that boring yesterdayy cuz some guy came in and gave us a tour of the school and the stuff around it..."see the trees will hopefully soon become big enough to block out the traffic going on outside..." amanda:"why dont they plant some trees outside the school to cover the school up?" teehehe. i started talking to amanda yesterday and actually get to know her know her. its pretty good (= so we come bak from the tour and YAY its time to goo...so happy no sci hwk = time to get ready for O.C.!!!!!!!

me and cina bus home and chao's with us too...were going onto elgin mills stop and i see tim hortons so i go in to get an ice capp (= chao comes in with us and after i finish paying and stuff hes next inline to get his ice cap. me and cina left tims and we saw the bus coming so we RAAN outside to catch it....and chao comes running after us WITHOUT his ic cap LMAO. ohh maan i feel so sorry for that guy hes like "i lost a$2.76 becasue of u guys!" not our fault dude. i offer to pay for his bus ticket but then i forget so he ends up paying for himself. aww maanit was so funny x) on the bus we see calvin chow and he looks so gangsturr...even more so than before x__X hes a weirdo...and when were walking home i see tiff so we chat for a bit..shes running around the ENTIRE neighbourhood to prepare for a beep test. omgg that girl is soo crazyy but yeah i love her crazyy drama skills =) when i FINALLY get home...its like 430 and i do some stuff ( i dont rem what) and during dinner i was counting down to oc =) omgg SOUP IS DANGEROUS...i was tryna drink it as fast as i can cuz i didnt wanna miss any of it and it was so hot i was drinking it with tears streaming down my faace x) aww maan it was hot.

FINALLY OC'S ON ive been waiting for it for soo long...and i was smiling during the theme songg...it was amazingg. the episode i mean. so funny...summer was talking about something with marissa and it was HILARIOUS i dont rem what but still very funny. and i dont like julie. sucha butt. al she cares for is herself >=( and marissa is soo gorgeous loll she really is pretty. i liked it best when they were all on the boat...fantastic four jono calls it....and theyre sitting together...summer and seth...marissa and ryan... and they looked so happy together! and when s&s were making a campfire and seth gave summer a little kis....SO CUTE! i wish i had a picture of it ^__^ seth is so cool. that basically concludes this weeks oc...for me at least...those were my favourite parts...
then i go upstairs and hwk a lil bit but coudlnt concentrate at all ><" and i sleep. the end.

pretty sunset from my window view...sucha a nice way to end off teh day :)

~~~
friday september 9th
TGIF!!! HONESTLY THIS WEEK FELT LIKE A HUNDRED HOURS LONG...it prob was but it was 100 SCHOOL hours long x_X anywayy woke up at 830 todayy...so tiredd ><" and went to school blahblahblah... 1st/2nd period was boring...ditto nothing new then LUNCH =) today was exta good....they gave us lollipops todayy (= i got yellow and it tasted like cough medicine..then since we saw the kids park yesterday from our tour...me cina adidi chandni and amanda went there to go on the "trampoline"...excpet it wasnt. it was like a hole in the middle of the sand with a piece of tarp covering it. OMGG. we were jumping on a board. LMAO i felt soo foolish thoo loll . then we saw the swings...it was like a circle swing where four ppl can sit bak2bak =) it was much funn and me and cina were swinging lying down (= aww maan i love swings. there was this mom and her kid there..and she was like o.O and we just kept laughing harder and harder...then we left cuz that kid was seriously getting freaked out by us...hmph <=( we went to the kids waterpark instead which was even MORE funn then that stupid paark >:) bwahaha we went in and it was wateringgg so harrrd omgg it was funn i just kept running thru and thru the water =D and there was this horse with water shooting outta its mouth so i was like to amanda "itd be funny if the head could move huh" and shes like yeahh and laughing...and then i tried to push it towards her and it moved!!! LMAO it was a horsey water gun adn she got soaked. HAHAHA. but of course i got wet after too. BUTT OMGGGG it was hilariouss (= and we all went bak to schol all soaking and stuff.....so funn :)

anywayy went to james house afterschool but didnt see him so now im home and hopefully gonna go to kyrioss tonite (yn) cross fingers pls and thankyuo. gonna go get some food and stuff write laterrr.

2005-08-31T00:38:00.000-05:00

when i look back, i realized i really didnt know you that well til a while ago. but i am so grateful for knowing you cause you have been the greates most awesomest friend :) and you know what life sucks sometimes but you'll always manage to pull through..hang on to that thought..in times of...now. and i loved the late phone calls that didnt go very late and listening to your so called venting and ranting. you were there for me in more ways than one and ill be there for you no matter what. feel better jono knowing that you've always cheered me up when i was down.

Hold You Down
Jennifer Lopez ft Fat Joe
It was you who had me holdin' on
No matter what was goin' on
So no whatever you need I got you...
You don't know how much you mean to me
Whenever you down
You know that you can lean on me
No matter the situation,
I'm gon' hold you down

2005-08-30T18:13:00.000-05:00

Tumbling After
Starfield

na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na (x2)

The other day while I was driving home my world was shaken
It occurred to me that I had left too many risks untaken
I'm always sitting here just waiting for a revelation
Is it ever gonna come?

All this searching yet my destiny is still unfound
Makes me realize this world will always let me down
So it seems that the only hope I ever had
Was everything that You are

Chorus:
I'm falling down
Tumbling after You
I'm overwhelmed
Tripping over simple truth
In all I've found
There's nothing that's more beautiful
Than what I've found in You

na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na (x2)

You could always see right through the front I'd offer You
Not believing my excuses, waiting for the truth
When You could have turned Your back
And walked away from me
You, You picked me up instead

So we'll turn another page and change the way I look at You
And maybe I'll begin to understand what You went through
Not content to leave me wandering and unaware
You took my hand instead
Yeah, You lead me to the edge

Chorus

You're everything that I ever needed
Now I wanna believe this time
That You would love me
That You would say I'm Yours, I'm Yours, I'm Yours

Chorus x2

>>> me and my delightful day

so...here i am, sitting here trying to think of what to write...see cause someone thinks my blogs are too short xP in truth i just don't know what to say...

hmm, so today i woke up at 836 i think i can finally wake up on my own now :) about time too; like i have 2 radio alarms, a cell alarm and a clock alarm but usually i sleep through it all lol. anywayy so i woke up and gave jono a wake up call...like 4trillion times!! no it was actually like 4 times but stills...man that guy can sleep through anything but yes i finally got him to wake up and then i went to take a showerr.....

LOL i guess i didnt wake him up cuz he said he kept sleeping and almost missed his orientation >:( whutta butt. then he got to school and they said they were closing...haha serves him right >: ) and he said his school was gay and they let him back in. LOL. okay i dont think it was exactly like that but close enough...

got to school at like 10 with cina...we were one of the first ppl to get our schedulee!!!! OMG our school has aqua green <-- seriously like that color -- doors...what were they thinking?! "they musta been high when they were choosing the color scheme" lol. seriously. i shoulda taken a picture o.O anywayy heres my schedule:

sem1
history - smitko
careers - mcalpine
lunch :)
photography - nicolson
science - berlin

sem2
french - stirling
math - provvisionato
lunch :)
strings - phillips
english - nouragas

yay..so i think my schedules pretty okay..like balanced :) which is good cuz i dun wanna have all the hard stuff during the second semester...like last year grrs. and school starts at 920 for me :) yay! cuz we haveta "accomadate bus schedule" (that sounds so nerdy) but there is no bus schedule...honestly we get trasnfered here and everything and they even provide bus. how rude. met up with a buncha ppl from trudeau and we compared schedules...wee i have class with adidi and paula and victoria and chandini...woohoo i dont wanna be alone :(

and then me and cina were going around the school looking for our future classes and stuff and OMG the water fountains are so short. like seriously. i wish i brought my camera today, i would've taken so many pixx but honestly, they must think we're midgets or something. i had to go on my knees to drink from one of em. stupid ppl. they are so dumb. oh well i guess we'll get used to it lol. who knows maybe well get shorter by the time we graduate. "i swear, my backpack is heavy i think im gonna shrink a couple of inches!" - rebecca LMAO.

after orientation me and cina went to trudeau!!! omg i miss that school so much sighs it was a good hs and we saw a buncha ppl there...oooh cady looks so different...like her hair's curled and it looks so amazing on her :) and irene when i saw her she ran and gave me a hug omg i love that girl so much. too bad i didnt see rebecca or nicolette or them ppl. sighs. oh well. after that i went home -cina because she bussed home instead xP

now im sitting here trying to read this book i got from the library at school..ers its called the returning or something...its about the antichrist and everyhting its really interesting so far but i am ohso tired and slept for like 2 hours while i was readingg...sry for not answering jono...i was so tired i think my mom turned off my phone after thaat...ooh no wait its called the rising...same difference really

after dinner im off to get my hair done :) yayy its in need of a trim...maybe i can change my line and do something else to it...i want change :) and then tmr im going to wonderland with angela and lian and then were gonna meet up with carol and jenny and her bf yay it'll be much fun...i just hope it wont pour tmr (yn) major raining tmr i heard =/ oh well we'll still go rain or shine...itll be fun tho...walking in the rain...i always wanted to do that..and take a picture too of my spinning in the rain or something *dreamy smile* yay im excited noww :)

trudeau '04-05 memories...

had some reaal good times with trudeau&companyy::

music banquet '05 - top: manny, hilary, sam ; bottom: me, irene, whitney

diddo - whitney,michelle,me

nicolette; hilary; whitney; irene; me - geo trip @ niagra

hilary&me - soaked @ the waterfall :)

nicolette; irene; whitney avec our super cool hats

irene&me with our cool pink panther car :P

la pink panther take(2)

curlyy (anthony) looks so bored lol. i don't blame him, its science x__X

me&vivian - ¡viva a la clase de español! (see my spanish skills didnt go to a complete waste...)

ROBBIE! lol sophiaa

me&rebecca outside @ lunch <33

nicolette;sophia;laura - lunch

geo class rocked :) - me, wendy, nicolette, whitney, hilary, irene &wilson V^__^V

i love my quartet - ryan,kelvin,me,manny

the big yellow bus #7107 :) im gonna miss it soo much esp. the shemale busdriiver

me&cina - i think we were high... -.-"

me&vivian after exams

me;michelle&irene - final final dayy <<-- it was actually blazers bash but oh well it looked like it was last dayy.

2005-08-27T00:34:00.000-05:00

>> www.davidandgoliathtees.com --> games --> boys are stupid...throw rocks at boys!!! <-- haha i love this game :)

2005-08-23T18:42:00.000-05:00

Alive in This Moment
Starfield

It's been so long since I have met You here
Since I have said these words or cried these tears
And like a child would come I run into our secret place
And as the music fades, the tears are rolling down my face

Chorus:
I am alive in this moment
In this moment I am found
I am alive in this moment
In this moment I belong

It's been so long since I have met You here
Since I have heard You speak or let You near
And like a wayward son I've come with nothing left to hide
Here in this moment I have come to offer up my life

Chorus

Here only one fire burns, it burns
Here only one melody is heard
Once again for the very first time
My eyes are opening

Chorus x2

this song is beautiful :) i shall try to get a music link for it soon.

2005-08-22T23:53:00.000-05:00

Work like you don't need money,
Love like you've never been hurt,
Dance like no one's watching,
Live like there's no tomorrow.

2005-08-22T21:20:00.000-05:00

top: chris richard nixon gary josh justin
middle: miriam dorcas rachel crystal terrence jen
front: me trai pam tiff

:) ahh yes such good times @ day camp ...can't wait to do it again !!!

2005-08-14T20:50:00.000-05:00

trai. words simply cannot describe you. thank you for always being there for me. you're going through a rough time and you can count on me to be there for you no matter what. youre leaving soon. BOO. get your butt baaack here traaii. im gonna miss you. bff4life <2

You don't know how much you mean to me, whenever you down you know that you can lean on me, no matter the situation girl, I'm gon'na hold you down.

2005-08-14T17:16:00.000-05:00

Some day you will find me
Caught beneath the landslide
In a champagne supernova in the sky ...

2005-08-14T00:34:00.000-05:00

woke up at 1ish. very sleepy. ate beef patty while watching reba. msn'ed a bit. took a shower. went outside to wash car : ) came back in. called jono. said bye to mom. mom left. got dinner ready. ate dinner. got dressed. went to mcbc coffeehouse. felt awkard. couldnt find good seats. sat in front. small drama intro. listened to speaker. sang. he knows my name. talked afterward. stop flirting tori. abandoned txt msg attempt. went home. phoned a bit. played some messenger. felt really bad. went to sleep.

2005-07-21T13:26:00.000-05:00

i had the funniest dream ever last night. i was at wonderland with a buncha ppl and then we were going on a log ride so then we all got on, two in the front and two at the back. i was at the back and i was just gonna get on when the log thing started going down, but since i wasnt ready i was only holding on the the chains that were supporting the boat. so then when we were going down the slope i was like flying behind, my hands gripping the chains and the rest of me just soaring. i have a feeling we looked like a boat with the sail billowing in the wind. anyway. so then i realized that i was gonna get killed if i kept holding on like this so i decided to let go and just go down the slide on my own. so then i bounced off the slope (it was wooden) and i remember thinking 'im gonna get slivers' and i just kept bouincing all the way down the entire ride. AND I DIDNT GET HURT! haha. it was a weirrd dream. but really funny too. x)

2005-07-21T00:24:00.001-05:00

hi :)
welcome to my 4ourth blog.
you have no idea how much trouble i went through to make this blog.
like seriously.
i tried a few hundred names before i came up with this one.
note to self:
i have no note to self.
anyway welcome.
for the people who read and comment, welcome.
to those who just randomly drop by, welcome.
i can't write those essay length blogs anymore.
i have a writer's block.
although the blogs are all about me and my feelings i hardly think the term "writer" would suffice.
here's to my hard words.
3 cheers.
hip hip. hooray.
hip hip. hooray.
hip hip. hooray.
suffice is really hard.
i never used it before.
anyway.
i think i have a "personal reflection" block.
the words run dry.
did you know the word's "anyway" not anyways?
anywaY.
writing these mindless short-phrased blogs are much more fun.
it's also more fun to read.
queer eye is on.

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